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“I found something different than light. I found that he was God of the dark, too.”

The Bible amasses two large piles of passages about suffering. One is about how God delivers his people from suffering. The other is how God allows and even assigns it.

This book sits in the second pile.

Ben Willey shares from his experience of being a pastor who struggles with depression and anxiety as a result of his battle with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder.
Through his personal journey, the teachings of Jesus and stories of fellow sufferers throughout Christian history, Ben invites his readers to practically experience the presence of God in the midst of resilient mental and emotional darkness.

God’s presence is even here.


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